Destination unknown

Today is March 19th 2018. It has been a few months since I even opened my blog.

Straight to the point, I was denied for H1B visa meaning that my journey in the U.S ended, at least for now.  I was and still am convinced that change is good, it is never easy but it is a good thing. However, I have to admit I did not think it would be this hard. I stayed home in Finland for two weeks and then moved to Spain for coaching. People were so excited for me but I could not feel the same. I realized I didn’t let myself process all the things happening, I was just repeating the same things to everyone: change is good, I am so excite… I had the feeling ’somehing needs to change’ for a while and I needed the extreme push for that to happen, but this extreme? No. And yes. I did not want to leave my home but I was ready for the next journey. 

 

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Spain and coaching synchronized – and figure skating plus executing physique / off ice – training to the skaters has been awesome. My first weeks were rocky for sure as it included dealing with all the emotions from leaving U.S. but everything is starting to be okay now. I am very grateful and happy to be here, I get to do something that I can say I’m passionate about.  

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I have a lot to say about diving into new adventures. (And about immigration too heh.) But for now, I want to keep it light and write about those topics little by little. The start of this year, 2018, have been all about looking into the mirror and thinking what will I find for myself. And only for myself. I made a major mistake living from a visa to another one after I graduated. When the other one was not approved I was left with multiple ???. Those question marks are opportunities yet mostly unknown ones.

…Stay tuned, this year will be full of adventures. 

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First meal in Spain, this is a coffee lover’s paradise!! 

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I have always wanted to live somewhere that has palm trees. Done and done =) 

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