Waisting time

I´m beginning to understand everything.

Or not everything.

And actually I still don´t understand almost anything.

But something.

What is this obsession with love? Why do we want it so bad? And does everyone even? In my mind it is mainly women who are long for it. I think men have given up or they are self-sufficient.

There is an scientific answer to this. I must read Emilia Vuorisalmi the love doctor. (Fun fact; I was in a hot tub with her this summer. I should have asked this from her, but I guess she was on holiday.)

I´m also becoming aware of time. It´s running faster and I don´t want to waist it.

How do you waist time? You don´t pay attention to it. Or is it so that you are not waisting it exactly when you are not paying attention to it.

Well I don´t want to waist it to anything that is meaningless to me.

And I´m not.