On a long Journey even a straw weighs heavy

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Just finished my packing and feeling exited but little bit worried. I have lost of stuff with me… A little bit too much I have to admit. I have 2 luggages a small and a big one, the big one is super heavy, I really Wonder how I will manage to survive with it in the train in Manchester. I know my mom told me not to get every piece of clothes with me but I know in the back of my mind that she desires my clothes. She would have paid me 50 euros from a jacket that I really like and Which I paid 14 euros for. The jacket is so nice that even I wouldn’t sell it for 50 euros, hope that you don’t think that I’m mad… 

There is always a sadness about packing. I guess you wonder if Where you’re going is as good as Where you’ve been. 

So we are leaving on 5 am to the airport in saturday on 14th of february and it is valentinesday. I know my mom will cry, I woun’t, cause I’m feeling so free! All tho it is sad to leave my friends especially Riia and Noora, two of my Bestfriends. Funny that somehow I don’t feel like leaving them, I feel like we will meet again soon. Maybe I think that the time back home will stop and when I Come back (if I Come back) everything will be the same. I know people changes but real friends will always stay. This is geting too deep, better stop before it gets too deep…

True friendship isn’t about being inseparable, it’s being separated & nothing changes.

This week I got some good news, on monday I’m going to see an apartment. It is very close to the center of Manchester. The beds were new and the kitchen was nice, just hope that we get it! I can’t wait to move in to a New home and start to make it like home. And I can’t believe that my dream to live abroad is now, I basicly have the Keys to my dream in my hands just have to open the right locks. 

If your Dreams don’t scare you, they are not big enough…

​​I mentioned, it really is Valentinesday when I arrive to Manchester. I have always wanted to see how big event it is in UK or in U.S.A. But my valentinesday is going to be nothing like I wished for… My friends whos place I’m going to stay are all working and other friends are out skiing or haveing a time of their life in Thailand, and then there is this one Mister who I’m too afraid to ask out… So basicly I think I will be reading my new book and go early to the bed and wake up to make my friends very lovely breakfast in the morning. To go out by myself I think it is too dangerous to walk back from the bar at 2am. I always have to remember that UK is nothing like Finland…

 

Xo,

​Sini

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