i hope i could explain your eyes as the hallway so wide you don’t know where to walk usually i close the window not until i’m just about to go to bed but that night i don’t someone knocks my ribs and no one answers i know norah jones muscle by muscle i long you […]

I never believed I would adapt at all in such a religious city like St Petersburg. I didn’t first understand why there had to be so many churches, and all of them so massive. So the holy spirit would fit better and feel himself home too? Why an earth all the saints in the icons […]

though the light is still warm, i have a fear of autumn living inside me. I woke up this morning and it took some minutes to realize it wasn’t December. I was pretty sure Christmas was getting close, maybe because of the darkness. I was sleeping in my sister’s room cause she wasn’t home and […]

Sometimes i encounter this feeling when everything seems unfamiliar and odd. I’m a stranger to myself and to everything surrounding me. It’s rather like a pre-feeling, because actual feelings can be named. Often a sensation can release it, a scent, a touch, something you hear or see or just remember to exist. It’s finding yourself floating loose in […]

  hi. i have been thinking to start writing quite for a while now but until today i have not been ready.  i have had so much to tell – but i didn’t know how to begin.i may have been afraid a little, to see what my mind is capable of. but i wanted to start, so […]